look what compiz can do!

check it out, compiz can blur now.. :)

enlightenment, and no i'm not talking about the window manager

i've been quite a mess lately. for the last week or two, i've been completely focused on somehow running away from here. from kirkland, from washington entirely. i'd intended to somehow make it work with no money, i didn't care.

but last night someone awfully special helped me to realize that sometimes, you have to put your personal issues aside, especially when your future is at stake.

i just thought i'd put up a nice public thank you. you know who you are, and i love you :-)

i'm not going to go look for work, not now at least. I've been up all night taking practice tests, and studying for my GED. I really want to try and take it within the next two weeks, but that is kind've an unreasonable timeframe. but i plan on spending a large majority of my awake-time studying, practicing, and refreshing my memory of all the things i learned back in school. i think if i pull this off, i can do anything, it just takes a little motivation. and what better way to motivate, than to accomplish your primary goal of the last several years?

I think I've found myself, and now I'm going to open the door to my future. :-)

yay xgl

woo!

 

ninjapirates unite

[12:20] [twisted`] I devoted my life being a ninjapirate

[12:20] [twisted`] ohyeah

[12:20] [twisted`] this local group sprayed my scouting building

[12:20] [twisted`] I wanted to take revenge

[12:21] [religion] have fun

[12:21] * twisted` calls upon kingrayray ritalin devilhorns surtsey JoelTehTroll

[12:21] [twisted`] ninjapirates unite!

[12:21] [twisted`] none for none and all for none!

[12:21] [religion] k

[12:22] * twisted` busts out teh black suit

[12:23] [JoelTehTroll] wtf...

[12:23] [JoelTehTroll] okay, one condition.

[12:23] [twisted`] yeah

[12:23] [twisted`] they'll be shocked man

[12:23] [JoelTehTroll] my spandex suit /must/ have rhinestones.

[12:23] [twisted`] big fuckin geeks

[12:23] [twisted`] flyin round like ninja's

[12:23] [JoelTehTroll] and shooting lasers.

[12:23] [twisted`] rhinestones? wtf is that

[12:23] [religion] www.google.com

[12:24] [twisted`] http://www.burkhartstudios.com/burkhart/photos/young%20lust/rhinestones.jpg

[12:24] [twisted`] ?

[12:25] [JoelTehTroll] uh... no

[12:25] [twisted`] that's what it found

[12:25] [twisted`] second hit

[12:25] [twisted`] :)

[12:27] [JoelTehTroll] it's like those jewels that are sometimes embedded into clothing

[12:27] [JoelTehTroll] http://www.thetransferpress.co.uk/images/rhinestone/passion-fp.jpg

[12:28] [JoelTehTroll] like on that shirt

[12:30] [JoelTehTroll] so I want my spandex ninjapirate uniform to be covered in colorful rhinestones

[12:30] [religion] cool

[12:31] [JoelTehTroll] yeah man

[12:31] [JoelTehTroll] I have excelllent flair for fashion

[12:31] [twisted`] rofl

[12:32] [religion] i like poop

[12:32] [twisted`] and we'll play Tchaikovsky in the background

[12:32] [twisted`] like V for Vendetta

eye are see

[04:03] [kingrayray] i have this "relaxation" mp3 that is like, rainforest sounds
[04:03] [kingrayray] animals and shit
[04:03] [kingrayray] but like, if i was in the rainforest
[04:03] [kingrayray] i couldn't relax
[04:03] [kingrayray] something would eat me
.....


killing time, can't sleep yet. i did find another "relaxation" mp3 that is more calming, ocean sounds and those weird drums that jamaican people play. or something. i've got my GNOME setup in Ubuntu all pretty though. screenshot is here.

on an even nerdier note, i've been finding myself quite prosperous on EVE. i went off and joined an antipirate corp and have been learning the ins and outs of PVP combat, and taken down quite a few pirates while doing so. i've got a ton of screenshots from EVE that i update pretty much daily, feel free to check it out.

ohhh. i got a job too. i work at domino's pizza! WOO! hahaha. now i have to learn how to toss a pizza crust and shit apparently. bleh. work in 11 hours, 47 minutes. going to try and sleep now.

BLAWGENG

okay long story short.

mom kicked me out, because shes crazy when she is drunk. now i am living with chris and jon, and its pretty kewl. need to get a job to pay rent, working on that. only been here a couple days and i am already feeling sooo great. chelz is back from school and i still haven't seen her :( she doesn't remember how to get here so i have to figure that out. bah!

ummm, yea today i got an app at fred meyer, but i don't really think that's where i want to work; cause my dad works there and that'd be kinda awkward. probably going to work at some close-by place, dunno

um.. its late and i have shit to do so i'm done for now >_>